Saturday, November 07, 2009
it's shining rain;
i don't get it, i really don't.
why do i have such a propensity for spoiling everything for everyone else?
it was a beautiful rainbow you painted, i swear. and i was this close to running all over on it thinking i owned the world.
before someone spilt water all over the painting and all the colours faded into white paper.
but i don't care. i refuse to let the rain that's shining now blot away the rainbow in my heart. i refuse to let my memory of it be shredded. even if you insist on it.
though i won't deny it's breaking my heart; the fact that you wanted me to forget all about it.
9:50 pm